My COVID Times Diary: Hope and Death

My COVID Times Diary: Hope and Death

We have always held to the hope, the belief, the conviction that there is a better life, a better world, beyond the horizon. ~ Franklin D. Roosevelt

Pale death beats equally at the poor man’s gate and at the palaces of kings. ~ Horace

We’re nine months into the pandemic in the United States.  I know there is no official start date, but for me it will always be March 12th, the day we closed the college I work at in the Bay Area of California.  There has been an ebb and flow to the whole thing here in California.  When the virus hit we went into a pretty extreme lockdown, it hurt businesses but it worked.  The Bay Area lagged behind the state and many other urban areas in America in terms of infections and death.  The mantra in the beginning was flatten the curve, in other words, be careful and stretch out the infections so that our hospitals wouldn’t get overwhelmed, thus saving lives.  It worked, the curve flattened and the Bay Area did well, that was phase I.

Phase II was us letting our guards down, we re-opened business, salons, bars and people dropped their guards.  The inevitable result was that over the summer, particularly around the holidays cases began to spike again.  In California like many other places around the country we started this game of tiers, stages, color coded alert levels.  Governments tried to tie the level of open business to the level of infection in the community, most places.  But Americans are a stubborn bunch and places like the Dakotas, who were relatively unscathed in the early going ignored the precautions.  Hell, they even held the Sturgis Motorcycle Rally with thousands upon thousands of people gathering from around the country.  The results were inevitable and cases exploded in the Dakotas to some of the worst rates of infection in the country, likely in the world.

After the silliness of people gathering all summer for barbecues and parties, ignoring mask wearing and social distancing protocols, rates first spiked and then started to drop again as the fall approached.  But then came phase III – the holidays, Halloween, four weeks later Thanksgiving and four weeks after that, two weeks from now will be Christmas and New Years.  Public health officials warned us that if we gathered there would be a spike, there would be deaths.  But we didn’t listen, we went to Halloween parties and trick or treated.  How do I know?  Well my social media feeds were full of pictures of people, maskless, at parties, gathering with friends.  So cases rose accordingly.  Then we gathered for Thanksgiving, went to sporting events etc… and we got a spike on the spike.  Currently, 3000 people are dying every day, that’s two people every minute, every day. You would think this would scare people into changing their behavior but it won’t.  How do I know?  People have been reaching out to me and many say, “I hope you’ll be with people for Christmas or are you visiting family?”  Since I live alone, and they know this, this means they think it’s perfectly reasonable for the holidays to visit family and friends. So expect a spike, upon a spike, upon a spike.  We’re talking about hundreds of thousands of cases per day, 3000+ deaths daily or more.

Yes, there’s hope on the horizon, but before that hope can be realized we will massacre ourselves in droves and droves like suicidal lemmings going off a cliff.  I’m so incredibly disappointed in my fellow Americans.  So disappointed that people are not willing to inconvenience themselves to ensure the survival of others.  My heart breaks for the people like nurses, doctors, supermarket workers ad others who are risking infection and death daily because they have to, while others so carelessly ignore the reasonable recommendations of public health officials.

There is hope of course, multiple vaccines are approved, or in the approval process.  In fact, here in a America we started vaccinating people, mostly healthcare workers this very week.  It’s not unreasonable to think by the the fall of 2021 that most of us will have the chance to be vaccinated.  But between vaccine hesitancy, and people stopping precautions because they think it’s over, we’re a long way from being past this.  I know everyone is tired of the precautions but it didn’t have to be this way.  We could have masked up, we could have social distanced.  That would have gotten businesses, schools open permanently sooner.  How do I know?  Well, other countries have done just that, but we haven’t.  So we’ve got lots of death and now, with the vaccines, lots of hope. ~ Rev Kane

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Holiday Happiness: Elf on the Shelf Ideas

Holiday Happiness: Elf on the Shelf Ideas

06The holidays are a very stressful time for everyone and an exceptionally hard time for some.  So, until the New Year I’ll be posting a Holiday Happiness post each day to try help folks out who are struggling.  As always you can reach out to me at Happinesskane@aol.com for a kind word or someone to listen. ~ Rev Kane

04One of the things I do actually enjoy about Christmas is watching children experience the wonder and amazement of it all, their expressions while opening presents.  If we could bottle that kind of joy we’d really have something.  One of the things I’ve really thought was cool has been the Elf on the Shelf bit that has popped up over the last few years.  So tonight, if you’re doing the Elf on the Shelf, I thought I’d consolidate a whole bunch of ideas for you in one spot.  Enjoy and have a happy day my friends ~ Rev Kane

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This first set is incredibly awesome, 31 great ideas

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50 Elf on the Shelf Ideas

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66 placements for your Elf on the Shelf

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A site dedicated to just this, Elfontheshelfideas.com

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7 Non-Messy Elf on the Shelf Ideas

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Ideas from Pinterest

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A lot of ideas on this one but you have to link out to the pics

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Other Posts You Might Enjoy!

The Art of Smiling and Being Positive

Happiness is Staying Positive

Twelve Days of Christmas – For People Who Don’t Like Christmas

Fear is Killing Your Happiness

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Happiness is Poetry: Audre Lorde

Happiness is Poetry: Audre Lorde

Tonight the poet I’d like to introduce you to is Audre Lorde.  She was a fierce black woman in life and in her words.  Her words remind me of one of my favorite poets Warsan Shire.  Lorde is more lyrical and not quite as brutal as Shire, but the truth she reveals in her writing in stark.  There always seems to be just out of the range of perception in her work, how it likely should be for a heterosexual white male trying to grasp the work of gay black woman.  A great description of Audre Lorde, followed by her work.

A self-described “black, lesbian, mother, warrior, poet,” Audre Lorde dedicated both her life and her creative talent to confronting and addressing injustices of racism, sexism, classism, and homophobia. Lorde was born in New York City to West Indian immigrant parents. She attended Catholic schools before graduating from Hunter High School and published her first poem in Seventeen magazine while still a student there. Of her poetic beginnings Lorde commented in Black Women Writers: “I used to speak in poetry. I would read poems, and I would memorize them. People would say, well what do you think, Audre. What happened to you yesterday? And I would recite a poem and somewhere in that poem would be a line or a feeling I would be sharing. In other words, I literally communicated through poetry. And when I couldn’t find the poems to express the things I was feeling, that’s what started me writing poetry, and that was when I was twelve or thirteen.”

Power

The difference between poetry and rhetoric
is being ready to kill
yourself
instead of your children.
I am trapped on a desert of raw gunshot wounds
and a dead child dragging his shattered black
face off the edge of my sleep
blood from his punctured cheeks and shoulders
is the only liquid for miles
and my stomach
churns at the imagined taste while
my mouth splits into dry lips
without loyalty or reason
thirsting for the wetness of his blood
as it sinks into the whiteness
of the desert where I am lost
without imagery or magic
trying to make power out of hatred and destruction
trying to heal my dying son with kisses
only the sun will bleach his bones quicker.
A policeman who shot down a ten year old in Queens
stood over the boy with his cop shoes in childish blood
and a voice said “Die you little motherfucker” and
there are tapes to prove it. At his trial
this policeman said in his own defense
“I didn’t notice the size nor nothing else
only the color”. And
there are tapes to prove that, too.
Today that 37 year old white man
with 13 years of police forcing
was set free
by eleven white men who said they were satisfied
justice had been done
and one Black Woman who said
“They convinced me” meaning
they had dragged her 4’10” black Woman’s frame
over the hot coals
of four centuries of white male approval
until she let go
the first real power she ever had
and lined her own womb with cement
to make a graveyard for our children.
I have not been able to touch the destruction
within me.
But unless I learn to use
the difference between poetry and rhetoric
my power too will run corrupt as poisonous mold
or lie limp and useless as an unconnected wire
and one day I will take my teenaged plug
and connect it to the nearest socket
raping an 85 year old white woman
who is somebody’s mother
and as I beat her senseless and set a torch to her bed
a greek chorus will be singing in 3/4 time
“Poor thing. She never hurt a soul. What beasts they are.”
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By Audre Lorde

I have studied the tight curls on the back of your neck
moving away from me
beyond anger or failure
your face in the evening schools of longing
through mornings of wish and ripen
we were always saying goodbye
in the blood in the bone over coffee
before dashing for elevators going
in opposite directions
without goodbyes.

Do not remember me as a bridge nor a roof
as the maker of legends
nor as a trap
door to that world
where black and white clericals
hang on the edge of beauty in five oclock elevators
twitching their shoulders to avoid other flesh
and now
there is someone to speak for them
moving away from me into tomorrows
morning of wish and ripen
your goodbye is a promise of lightning
in the last angels hand
unwelcome and warning
the sands have run out against us
we were rewarded by journeys
away from each other
into desire
into mornings alone
where excuse and endurance mingle
conceiving decision.
Do not remember me
as disaster
nor as the keeper of secrets
I am a fellow rider in the cattle cars
watching
you move slowly out of my bed
saying we cannot waste time
only ourselves.

_________________________

By Audre Lorde

There are so many roots to the tree of anger
that sometimes the branches shatter
before they bear.

Sitting in Nedicks
the women rally before they march
discussing the problematic girls
they hire to make them free.
An almost white counterman passes
a waiting brother to serve them first
and the ladies neither notice nor reject
the slighter pleasures of their slavery.
But I who am bound by my mirror
as well as my bed
see causes in colour
as well as sex

and sit here wondering
which me will survive
all these liberations.

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Holiday Happiness: Happy Foods

Holiday Happiness: Happy Foods

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I must learn to be content with being happier than I deserve.~ Jane Austen

The holidays are a very stressful time for everyone and an exceptionally hard time for some.  So, until the New Year I’ll be posting a Holiday Happiness post each day to try help folks out who are struggling.  As always you can reach out to me at Happinesskane@aol.com for a kind word or someone to listen. ~ Rev Kane

Tonight we talk about food and how it can make you happier,  I mean hey eating and getting happier, can’t beat that.  So here are a few links on the topic:

The connection between food & happiness – nice article not just about eating but about cooking as well and how both of these can make us happier.

Eleven Foods to Boost Your Mood – A quick gallery of foods that will immediately boost your mood.

Eat your way to health & happiness – Another gallery but with some more nutritional info

Can food make people happy? – Some of the reasons why the foods in the above pieces make us happier

Have a happy day my friends ~ Rev Kane

 

Other pieces you might enjoy!

Happiness is Art: Van Gogh

Happiness is Poetry: Langston Hughes

Happiness is Art: Pablo Picasso

The Art of Smiling and Being Positive

Happiness is Staying Positive

Twelve Days of Christmas – For People Who Don’t Like Christmas

Fear is Killing Your Happiness

 

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Happiness Moments: A Wonderful Surprise

Happiness Moments: A Wonderful Surprise

Surprise is the greatest gift which life can grant us. ~ Boris Pasternak

So a new little writing experiment for the blog. I’ve been wanting to find a way to do some free writing as practice. And I’ve been wanting to capture the moments in my life that have brought me true happiness. I need that little pick me up right now with everything going on in the world and no real chance to travel. So, some writing about happy moments in my life, hope they bring you a little happiness too.

So yesterday I had the day off, it was actually a little bit of a bummer being home because I had planned to be in the Mojave Desert hiking, camping and watching the Geminid Meteor shower.  During the afternoon the phone rang, it was a call from one of my favorite people to talk to.  Ed is the first president  I worked for in California, our conversations are always filled with lots of laughter and the time flies by quickly.  Somehow I always end up with a new project after every call, but that’s a discussion for another time. Ed was one of my early professional mentors and has remained a friend.

I moved to California to take a job at Hartnell College as the Math Engineering and Science Achievement (MESA) Director.  While there I’m proud to say we did some great work with that program.  Our students were incredibly hard working, the hardest working students that I have ever worked with.  They made me proud on a daily basis and what they achieved, in addition to transferring to great schools, they earned scholarships, graduated with great degrees and went on to get great jobs.  This is something that not just impacted them but their entire families.

Our president made it very clear to the management staff that he had a desire, he wanted to win the Bellwether Award.  According to their site, the nationally recognized Bellwether Award focuses on cutting-edge, trendsetting programs worthy of replication.  Ed wanted this award badly, so we decided to chase it.  Our biggest hope was that we might become a finalist for the award.  I was especially hoping for this  because finalists went to Orlando to present at a week long conference and I was madly in love and involved with a woman who was living in Orlando.  However, when we started looking at the submissions from other schools we realized we were likely outclassed.  But we put our packets together, cranked up a CD with some data, photos etc… and sent it off.

It was an amazing day when Ed called my office one afternoon to tell me that we were a finalist.  So a few weeks later, myself and a math instructor (Chuck), packed up and headed for Orlando.  We had to do a presentation and also man a booth at the conference.  Looking at the other booths we knew we wouldn’t win the award.  We’d probably spent $20 on each of our packets, we’d been required to bring like 25, so our total in on the materials was a little over $500.  Looking around at the other booths, we saw schools with full video systems and professionally made presentations running on their screens.  Talking to a few of the folks we realized that several schools had spent tens of thousands of dollars on their materials, and had brought presidents and trustees to the conference as part of their five person presentation teams.  Some of them were absolute veterans of the process and some were past winners.

So Chuck and I smiled, shrugged and did our thing.  Our presentation went well even if we did look like the scholarship students at a private school.  We had a great week in Orlando, the food at the conference was incredible and we made a lot of great contacts and hey, as finalists we’d still get a lovely glass trophy at the awards luncheon the last day.  So at the luncheon, we got called up, got our trophy, our picture taken and it was all really wonderful.  We returned to our table and dug into a really incredible lunch.  We’d made friends during the week with a group from another college who also hadn’t invested heavily and also was just enjoying the week with no thought of winning the award.  To be honest, we weren’t paying much attention to the award ceremony and were having a great time.  The Bellwether is broken into three categories and the first two category award winners were named, fawned over and congratulated.  Our biggest concern was making sure we got through dessert before we had to pack up and head to the airport after the luncheon.  As we were digging into our cheesecake, it was quite good, they were introducing the final winner by describing the winners’ program.  Suddenly Chuck dropped his fork, the table went quiet and our friends said, “holy shit, this is you.” Chuck immediately said, “you’re going up there, not me.”  Then they said it, and the winner of the Bellwether is Hartnell College.

It was an absolute mind blowing and truly wonderful surprise.  We got a huge glass trophy, photos that went national.  When we called the college, I made his assistant interrupt an important meeting, Ed lost his mind with excitement.  There was a lots of positive fallout, a nationally published article, Chuck, I and the trophy were featured on the schedule of classes and the catalog the next fall, I won manager or the year for the college.  It certainly helped us bring in additional money from NSF and HP for the program and out students.  It was a great honor.  Honestly no one thought we would win this award and it was a truly wonderful surprise and wonderful memory.

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Holiday Happiness: Holiday Travel Tips, including Traveling with Kids

Holiday Happiness: Holiday Travel Tips, including Traveling with Kids

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The world is a book, and those who do not travel read only a page.                     ~ Saint Augustine

The holidays are a very stressful time for everyone and an exceptionally hard time for some.  So, until the New Year I’ll be posting a Holiday Happiness post each day to try help folks out who are struggling.  As always you can reach out to me at Happinesskane@aol.com for a kind word or someone to listen. ~ Rev Kane

Tonight I wanted to post something about travel for two reasons.  One, the travel we do over the holidays can sometimes be the very thing that makes unhappy during the holidays.  Crammed into cars in the winter, long lines at airports and bus stations, traveling with the children and often staying with relatives in less than ideal sleeping situations.

So a couple of things tonight, first some tips on holiday travel and secondly some links to pieces about better travel options, lessons learned from traveling the world, posts about adventures and awesome places to go.

So tonight hopefully a few good tips, and if nothing else, some reading to take your mind away from wherever you are right now and to someplace more fun.  Enjoy and have a happy day my friends ~ Rev Kane

 

Some tips for holiday travel!

Ten survival tips for holiday travel

Tips for Holiday driving trips

Tips for traveling with children for the holidays – really comprehensive piece with air and driving tips.

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Some pieces to take you away!

Five Things I learned about happiness from traveling the world

Happiness is Cycling in Ireland

Appalachian Trail Happiness: Precious Moments

Happiness is Photography: Ireland

Appalachian Trail Happiness – 3 Questions

Himalayan Travelogue Series

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Happiness in Historic Times

Happiness in Historic Times

None of us will ever forget living through 2020, first of all, pre-2020 this is what a lot of us were excited about:

Then of course the pandemic hit, in February we were concerned, by March we were nervous, by April most of us were locked down.  Since then we’ve watched the pandemic ravage the world, ravage the United States.  At this point almost 300,000 have died, millions have tested positive and/or become ill.  For so many reasons related to the COVID pandemic this has been an historic year.  But that’s not what I want to talk to about tonight.

Tonight I want to talk about all of the other reasons we’re living in extraordinary times, truly there are so many amazing things happening that we’re not talking about because of the pandemic.  The first, is a really technical  item, it’s called CRISPR.  I won’t go all science nerd on you, but essentially it is a technique that allows us to really effectively edit genes.  This ability will lead to better genetic manipulation, the ability to turn particular genes on and off.  This type of work will allow for an array of new treatments for disease, has helped in defining genetic theory and has had some impact in the recent vaccine work.  There have been a lot of amazing discoveries in computing and bio-medical science.  This combination has just led to the world, albeit building off a lot of previous work, to develop a vaccine to a new human disease in less than a year.  This is nearly miraculous given the years to even decades it has taken to produce previous vaccines.

There have been amazing advancements in artificial intelligence and computing capability in the last couple of years.  These advancements, as previously mentioned, have assisted in greatly advancing medical technology.  Remote and robotic surgery has been demonstrated from thousands of miles away, we already discussed CRISPR and vaccine work.  Of course 5G speed wifi internet connections have also allowed for much of these advancements to be put into practical usage.  Artificial intelligence has advanced greatly and realistic discussions about the singularity are common, the singularity is the point at which computers become so smart they basically no longer need us.  Think Skynet, hopefully without the apocalyptic consequences.  But AI doesn’t always go the way we think it will, and one Norman, is a downright psychopath.  But AI’s are increasing the speed of scientific advancements in almost every scientific field.

In terms of space exploration a number of really amazing things are happening.  Finally, we are on the brink of sending a manned mission to Mars.  This will come on the back of a massive increase in private sector space missions.  This industry also has us on the brink of actual space tourism.  The first private manned mission to the space station has just occurred and you can already book reservations to go into near Earth orbit.  We have also made incredible progress in discovering exoplanets around stars, some of which may actually be habitable for humans.

To me, the single most exciting  thing happening in space exploration are the Voyager missions.  You see, both voyager missions have finally left our solar system.  In doing so they have discovered a sort of solar system barrier.  Now that they have passed that barrier, the heliopause, we are learning incredible things about interstellar space.

We are living through utterly amazing times and you don’t have to be a nerd like me to appreciate the wonder of the science happening all around us.  Tonight go out just after sunset and look to the southwest and you’ll see two bright stars very close to each other, what astronomers call a conjunction. The brighter of the two is Jupiter, the other is Saturn, right around the winter solstice the two stars will become what people are calling the Christmas star, as they will look to become as one and will be the brightest star in the sky.  This will be the closest conjunction in almost 800 years.  These can be seen with the naked eye, you don’t even need binoculars.  Tonight, you’ll be able to watch the Geminid meteor shower at over 60 meteors an hour after 10PM Eastern time.  What an amazing time to be alive, happy days for sure my friends. ~ Rev Kane

 

 

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Holiday Happiness: Christmas Decorating Links and Tips

Holiday Happiness: Christmas Decorating Links and Tips

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By reshaping or decorating our outer selves, we express our inner sense of self: ‘I like that’ becomes ‘I’m like that. ~ Virginia Postrel

The holidays are a very stressful time for everyone and an exceptionally hard time for some.  So, until the New Year I’ll be posting a Holiday Happiness post each day to try help folks out who are struggling.  As always you can reach out to me at Happinesskane@aol.com for a kind word or someone to listen. ~ Rev Kane

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Christmas in Singapore

So tonight I’m actually going to touch on Christmas a bit via decorating.  Even though this is not a holiday I’m fond of it is nice in the middle of winter to brighten your home up a bit.  So tonight, links and images to give you some decorating ideas for your own home.  Enjoy and have a happy day my friends ~ Rev Kane

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Southern Living, 101 Decorating Ideas – A dizzying array of ideas for decorating every part of your home.

88 Country Decorations from Country Living

From Readers Digest, decorating ideas for people on a budget

35 Do It Yourself Decorating Ideas from Good Housekeeping

Christmas Decorating Ideas on Pinterest

13 Stylish Decorating Ideas from Real Simple

40 Ideas for a Non-traditional Christmas Tree

Decorating tips using non-traditional colors

For those looking to combine Star Wars and Christmas

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DIY Star Wars Decorations

 

Other pieces you might enjoy!

Happiness is Art: Van Gogh

Happiness is Poetry: Langston Hughes

Happiness is Art: Pablo Picasso

The Art of Smiling and Being Positive

Happiness is Staying Positive

Twelve Days of Christmas – For People Who Don’t Like Christmas

Fear is Killing Your Happiness

 

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Himalayan Travelogue – The Whole Thing!

Himalayan Travelogue – The Whole Thing!

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Faeries, come take me out of this dull world,
For I would ride with you upon the wind,
Run on the top of the dishevelled tide,
And dance upon the mountains like a flame.
~ WB Yeats

Part 1 – A Beginning

Part 2 – The Great Glen Way

Part 3 – Welcome to Utah

Part 4 – I’m Going to Kathmandu!

Part 5 – A Most Dangerous Flight

Part 6 – Moonlight Lodge and The Yeti Skull

Part 7 – Higher than I’ve ever been before!

Part 8 – The Everest Marathon

Part 9 – Lobouche, David Breshears & a Surprise!

Part 10 – Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow

Part 11 – The Land of Na & Gokyo

Part 12 – Renjo La Pass & Machermo

Part 13 – French Fries & Fried Eggs

Part 14 – Namche Reunion & Back to Lukla

Part 15 – Afterthoughts

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Happiness is Adventure & Travel

Happiness is Adventure & Travel

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. ~ Helen Keller

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I work with students and often do presentations to student groups discussing their future careers.  One of the things I try to impress upon them is the benefits of adventure and travel.  Without a doubt the travel I’ve done in my life has had an incredible impact upon the way I think and live.  Travel and in particular adventure travel changes you.  There are experiences you can’t get staying close to home, and as research into happiness shows us we can use money to buy happiness by buying experiences instead of things.

In many ways I’ve been blessed, and that  may be true but a lot of the blessings I have received were received because I worked for them and was smart enough to make good choices.  Traveling has been one of those choices that has paid many dividends.  I’ve traveled by boat in the Amazon, trekked in the high peaks of the Himalayas and next am planning to walk the length of the Appalachian Trail.  I’m in the financial position to do those things at this point in my life.  However that wasn’t always the case, when I was younger I found adventure closer to home and mostly by car.  I think you would all be surprised at the amazing places and opportunities that exist within a couple of hours drive of your home.  All you have to do is search for them, jump in the car, and have a happy day my friends ~ Rev Kane

Other Pieces You Might Enjoy!

Appalachian Trail Happiness: Precious Moments

Happiness is Swimming with Whale Sharks

Three Questions & Some Thoughts from Anza Borrego State Park

Mount Everest Travelogue

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